FRIGHTENED ME

hu...
relaxed..
my msg delivered..
I tot its really becum fact
hu...
hu...
haha.
owe me 1 gift one meal
still there
lalala....


some1 may know what I'm talking abt ^^

My Birthday

Hey buddy...
My birthdays coming
I'm waiting 4 you to wish me
Cant broke ur promises....
k?? (Unhappy)
I knew... he cant sms me..
abt the risk..
Its became fact..

This year different with b4
B4 this ..
with my behavier how come
I wont celebrate?
But this year I was moody
dunno yyy...
hmmp...
But at last I decided celebrate with my frd too
Because they are good ^^

WISH I HAVE A *HAPPY DAY*

2nd of august
YEAH ~~ tomorow ^^
Sunway lagoon trip
although jz me one girl
its okay..
I used to be "abandoned"
HAHA...
jz KIDDING nia...

lalala......
missing him....
TT...

MY BIRTHDAY HOPE IS...
BE HAPPY ALWAYS
ITS ENOUGH...

WAITING 4 YOU
MY RMC TEACHER

eskplorasi RMC - MY SEJ TEACHER & MY DEAREST FRD

He teached me many things
and also cheer me up everytime when I was felt upset...


That day
I was unhappy
although I din show it out
he know
but he was not convince
he also not going to force me
to tell him what happened on me

till he back RMC
he brought his hp back
he ask me go to view frdster
and read the message that he sent to me
but I was busy
no time to on9

he keep in touch with me
cheer me up when I was upset
encourage me
made me *merajuk*
then *pujuk* me
at all....
throughout he was at RMC

(I STILL HAVEN READ THE MESSAGE YET)

Until today
I was on9
and I opened the message
to read

Unfortunately
Its too late
I sms him
din reply
OMG
I dunno what was happened
cant contact him at all
I damn worried
because of me..
Would it happen what he list out in the message?
cant imagine..

as he said..
as he wrote..

hey...

i dunno wat happen dat night, im still not convince u r alright...

but i cant force u to tell me hmmm...

most probably i'll bring my phone, juz to msg u...

but i think i should tell u bout d risk if i bring my phone...if kena tangkap

1) phone hancur

2)sim card patah

3)black list

4)gating 2 weeks

5)chances of getting scholarship tipis

msg me, if i reply den i'd take d risk ...;)

WynZ out

~back to RMC~

OMG
my teacher
I'm missing you
U R THE BEST TEACHER IN MY HEART
MY DEAREST FRD
U'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART

I'M VERY HAPPY NOW

BEST FRIEND FOREVER

OUR FRDSHIP IS BACK !!
I WAS SO SO SO HAPPY


FRIENDSHIP FOREVER
JI MUI FOREVER
NOTHINGS CAN HAPPY THAN THIS
REALLY ^^



I LOVE U FRIEND

JULY

A very cloudy day
my eye is raining
I never cry for frd
this time is the 1st time
whatever
Its my wrong
selfish gal
I lost smt very
IMPORTANT
to me
coz she is important to me
but she wont know
hurt me so much
my heart is bleeding
get smt . lost smt
someone will also hate me
although she not my best frd
but I know she will hate me
obviously , but also normally
girls will like that
no body can comprehend my mood now
fine I'll handle it and facing it by myself
b4 this I'll sharing all my things v her
but now wont again
no chance
all is my wrong
my wrong my wrong
I LOVE YOU FRD
REALLY
BUT I LOVE HIM TOO
LOVE AND FRDSHIP
I can handle well too
y dun u gv me chance to
take caring of u this frd
u angry me
hurting me
u know TT
I'm replacing her place now
may be she too
I dun wan
I dun wan k.l will replace my place in jy heart
I will so hurt
but fine
It happened now
I fall on hard times at this month
I dun wan our frdship to become worse
really ... u r my good sis 4ever...



MY BIRTHDAY HOPE
DUN HATE ME
I LL WAITING 4 U
TO ACCEPT ME THIS FRD AGAIN

I LOVE YOU FRD

WHAT I WAN

我在原地哭泣 你的背影模糊
想着你的抱歉 我的心依然很痛

眼泪我早已没有
看着天上的星星
我还是会想到你

虽然对于爱情似乎还很幼稚
我的心直道你知道还一直在怦怦乱跳 你只是向我微笑
我可以偷偷地吻你吗 可以一点点地进入你的内心吗
我的心要怎样去爱你呢 现在的我还有些害羞
现在还一步都不敢靠近你的我 等待着我的爱情




1627```

I LIKE HIM.

Another day has gone (时间一天又一天的过去)
I'm still all alone (我依然孤身一人)
How could this be (怎么可以...)
You're not here with me (你怎么可以不在我身边)
You never said goodbye (你说过永不分手)
Someone tell me why (谁能告诉我为什么)
Did you have to go (你要离开我)
And leave my world so cold (把我一个人留在这个冷酷的世界)
Everyday I sit and ask myself (每天我都在不断的问自己)
How did love slip away (为什么爱情离我而去)
Something whispers in my ear and says (这时耳边有个声音轻轻对我说)
That you are not alone (其实你并不孤独)
For I am here with you (因为我一直陪在你的身边)
Though you're far away (虽然你离我很远)
I am here to stay (我都会一直在这里等着你)
For You are not alone (你并不孤独)
I am here with you (我会永远陪着你)
Though we're far apart (虽然我们相隔千山万水)
You're always in my heart (但是你永远都在我心里)
And You are not alone (你不孤独)
All alone lone (孤独,孤独)
Why, oh (为什么,oh~~~)
Just the other night (曾经的一个夜晚)
I thought I heard you cry (我仿佛听到你哭着对我说)
Asking me to come (希望我来到你身边)
And hold you in my arms (拥你入怀)
I can hear your prayers (我听到了你的祷告)
Your burdens I will bear (我真的心甘情愿为你承担一切)
But first I need your hand (只要你牢牢抓住我的手)
So forever can begin (我们永远都不要再分开)
Everyday I sit and ask myself (每天我都在不断的问自己)
How did love slip away (为什么爱情离我而去)
Something whispers in my ear and says (这时耳边有个声音轻轻对我说)
That you are not alone (其实你并不孤独)
For I am here with you (因为我一直陪在你的身边)
Though you're far away (虽然你离我很远)
I am here to stay (我都会一直在这里等着你)
For You are not alone (你并不孤独)
I am here with you (我会永远陪着你)
Though we're far apart (虽然我们相隔千山万水)
You're always in my heart (但是你永远都在我心里)
And you are not alone (你不再孤独)
Oh~~~
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'(只要你轻轻地说那三个字,我就会奔向你)
Fly...(飞快地...(奔向你))
And girl you know that I'll be there (女孩,你要知道我会永远守候着你)
I'll be there (永远....)
And You are not alone (你不孤独)
I am here with you (我会永远陪着你)
Though you're far away (虽然你离我很远)
I am here to stay (我都会一直在这里等着你)
And You are not alone (你不孤独)
I am here with you (我会永远陪着你)
Though we're far apart (虽然我们相隔千山万水)
You're always in my heart (但是你永远都在我心里)
You are not alone(You are not alone) (你不孤独)
For I am here with you(I am here with you) (因为我一直陪在你的身边)
Though you're far away(Though you're far away) (虽然你离我很远)
I am here to stay(And you with me) (我都会一直在这里等着你)
For you are not alone(You're always) (你并不孤独)
In my heart.....For I am here with you (因为我会一直陪在你的身边)
Heart.....Though we're far apart (虽然我们相隔千山万水)
Heart.....You're always in my heart 但是你永远都在我心里)
For You are not alone (你并不孤独)
Not alone (不孤独)
You are not alone, you are not alone...(你不孤独......)
You just reach for me girl (因为你是我的女孩)
In the morning in the evening (无论早晨还是夜晚)
Not alone, not alone (不孤独,你不孤独)
And you with me, not alone (因为有我,你不孤独)

HAPPY DAY^^

(10/7/2009)
Yesterday I was PONTENG ...=]
Long time didnt ponteng jor...
But this time not ponteng go shopping lar...
Is ponteng go to ...lalala...
SECRET... haha...anyway, it was a HAPPY DAY...
FUNNY AND A LOT OF JOKE..
LOL, with my good frd...

(11/7/2009)
SOMEONE MAY KNOW WHAT I TALKED TO HIM
I M SERIOUSLY ... HAHA...
BUT THAT IS AS MUCH AS I DARE TO TELL YOU
JUST *** WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THIS SENTENCES...

UNFORGETTABLE BLOG FOR ME

http://imnotkid.blogspot.com/

寂寞的平安夜...一个人对着漂亮的星空...却无人能分享...
觉得伤感...爱能够带来永恒的快乐吗？我觉得只能带来永恒的回忆.
如果能够分辨哪个是真爱，哪个不是，那该有多好.
每天看到电话上她的号码，都很想打给她，听听她的声音，是多么的快乐，
可是我没有那个勇气，平时多话说的我，对着她却不知道要说些什么。
第一次与她通电话，谈了三个多小时，现在，三分钟都不到就和我说再见.
我只好盖上电话，回忆之前的快乐.那是多么的短暂啊.
我多么的想我没有认识过她，如果不认识她，虽然我没有一个月的快乐，可是也不会有无比的伤感.
爱一个人是多么的容易，忘记一个人，却是多么的困难.
你不断地对我说，其实你是不适合我的，放弃你，对不起，我做不到，真的做不到.
每天一到晚上，你的背影，你的声音，你的样子，你的一切，就会出现在我的脑海里.
我只好对着窗口，望向你家的方向，思念着你.
一 向坚强的我，从来不流泪，为了你，流了让我觉得久违的眼泪，我对自己说，为了一个不爱你的人流泪，值得吗？虽然说是不值得，可是却不自觉地泪了，你说过， 我们之间只有“喜欢”并没有“爱”，可是我对你的是百分百的爱，从我第一眼看你时，我对你的爱就已经存在，而你呢？或许从头到尾你对我的感觉都不是爱，而 是喜欢.我尝试也让你爱上我，我失败了，彻彻底底的失败了，
可是我却不放弃，一而再的等待，直到12月24日，平安夜，看见你的信息“我已经有男 朋友与我共度圣诞了”当时的我，已经不懂要做些什么了，只能默默的祝福你们，虽然我有千万个不愿意，可是也要装我已经放下了，可是矛盾的我，在凌晨4点， 发送了一封信息“今年最遗憾的事就是不能与你度过圣诞与新年，而最开心的事就是认识了你，林...(名字不方便公布)”虽然我多么的想当作从来都没认识过 她，可是我却办不到，她的一切我没办法从脑海中抽出,已经在我的脑海里深深的烙印下来了....我也希望有一天你会回到我的身边,可是这应该是不可能的事 吧？



sOrry . RJ .
Thx ...

DYSNOIA's me

http://www.imnotkid.blogspot.com/

When I saw this...I jz know what happen when
I was didnt contact him so long time ago...
Izzit I thinked too much...
because hurt someone 4 me is a small case b4 ...
But after I together with V..
I was no dare to hurt someone again...
so when I was took a looked at this blog...
I was unpleasant at all althought
he just a friend in my heart....
Well...I try to chat him in msn...
But when he chatting with me
using the "fierce tone" to talked with me...
I thinked he was so angry me...
He try to escape reality....freak out...
...But dunno y...when he treated me like that...
I was so angry...(well , I m small gas)...I know...
He said he wan to call me 2night...But I dunno
how to facing this problem and him lo...
What should I do...he changed or I thinked too much??
hahaxxx...This few day I was dysnoia...LOL...
facing many problem ...stress at all...

I WAN FREEDOM
FREEDOM IS MY LIFE
I WAN HAPPY
HAPPY IS MY LIFE
I WAN MY DREAMS COME TRUE

One more thing...MY PENDRIVE LOST...TT...bad mood...
I DAMN sad.......arghhhhhhhh....
WHY IT LL HAPPEN ON ME....WHY...
ALMOST 300 PIC LOST JORRRRRRRRR...
why why why.....tell me why........
TT ... SOMEBODAY HELP ME?......no...
GIVE BACK ME
OH MY GOD